An exchange of notes and a huge learning
by TSK. Raman
A friend of my released a book last month. I bought it read it and posted my
review. Later he sent me a link of another review that I read and wrote to my
freind: "
Thanks for sending this link to me. I read the
review. The review I wrote in fact is earlier than his, but mine looks an
abridged version or is like a summary of what he too has said therein. His has
been very detailed and mighty elaborate.
Best wishes
once again .... I Pray you have more tha a million hits on your FB and an equal
number buying your book. I ended te mail this way ... Am reminded of a quote
from: Anne Frank (1929–1945), Dutch diarist
"How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a
single moment before starting to improve the world. "
So quick that he is he wrote back ...and that is why I have been hounding you
all these years :-(
(Background: My friend who has been seriously backing my written skills, has
been pushing [ punching would be a better word], me to think of writing a book
We've had several discussions on that subject in the past, but I didn't move
forward. Thoughts of it kept lingering in my mind always, and does continue even
now. Haven't moved one inch forward, reasons were and are many. It's clear that
I have the ability, it's just what to write and to whom that holds me back.)
I replied back: "Am feeling delighted and flattered that too coming from a
future million FB hits and million copy author."
He replied back: "...but that is not enough dear, and you know it!"
That triggered this long response from me:
In a foreign land, one man feels hurt that he is thrown out of the train
despite having a valid ticket for travel. Takes it to heart, vows to retaliate,
starts from where it all happened, enrolls them in his mission, returns back
home, decides to rally the people of a diverse nation living mainly in its
villages.
Moved by this sacrifice and the spirit of a half-naked fakir, several
educated youth throughout the country join him in this struggle, knowing fully
well the hardships that have to encounter.
Spread all over the country were some educated people who volunteered to
support the cause whole heartedly, irrespective of the consequences. They
pledged not only their support but were willing to also die for that cause.
These people went around villages, heard people's stories, told their stories,
established a credible link with them, instilled belief in all and gained their
trust. Barring a few most people committed themselves unconditionally by
trusting the men who were leading them because right there in the front was one
man with self belief and self confidence willing to give his life to achieve
what he had set out to. After years and years of struggle with the help of
people the nation got emancipated from slavery and a new nation is born.
65 years hence that nation has grown in size and stature but is sick -
morally and economically. We now boast of 100 crores of people - with several
noteworthy achievements and several worthy people with about 35-40% of them have
a university education. A nation that stands on its own legs can defend itself
fairly well from any external aggression, stands crippled. The left is weak, the
rights is weak, the centre is weak the head is weak, but still we manage to move
from one day to another as though nothing happened. Quite a few are happy that
we have built nice homes, have a good family a good educated spouse, well
educated decent children well settled either in this country or abroad. Regular
mobile phone chats, FB, Twitter, emails are enough to keep them under the
illusion - 'all is well.' Sadly this is the middle class, supposedly the most
influential but absolutely spineless not able to rally around to hound a few
hundred corrupt politicians and a few thousand beauracrats, to redeem a nation
that has been surrendered to a set of bandits. Chaltha hai attitude, I scratch
your back you my back is the mantra of the day. The ones in the schools and
colleges - majority of them live in a different world altogether - school,
college, computer games, mobile games, mobile calls, FB, Twitter, cars, races,
IPL, DID, SaReGaMaPa etc. Parents are happy as long as they get marks scores,
get into the best courses in the best colleges IIT/IIM, BITS or go abroad, get a
plum job, live well, eat well, sleep well, get established, get married, stay
together for a few years raise a child, divorce, remarry, live in, stay in,
divorce, and the cycle goes on. This is the 'India' I see, and I am charging
myself to see what can I do. My mind is full with this and is seeking to erupt
like a volcano. I see this all around me. Am slightly scared to speak the truth
for who knows I'll be done in by a guy who gets paid Rs. 500/- ( a supari on my
name for that day because I opened my mind and spoke the truth). I need some
more time to align my thoughts as to what do I want to say and to whom. I say
this because 'I think, and I know that I think,' am trying to make others think
too am about building a base. The process is slow, but I am sure it is taking
shape. I know I will make it, not some day, soon.
My friend wrote back immediately
"Thanks for ventilating yourself my friend and I feel honored to be given
that privilege for I empathize with each and every thought and concern you have
expressed.
You are aware that I have chosen to live my life almost like a sanyasi..
being in this world.. doing my bit.. enjoying myself.. yet not under any
illusion that I am destined to "change" the world. I am a firm believer in the
theory of chaos and fully realize that the world will continue to run the way it
does with or without me.
Having internalized this to myself my options are to continue to stand on the
sidelines and keep burning with the unfairness of it all or else enjoy myself in
doing whatever arrests my passion and allow the world to take note of me or
ignore me... I am clear with the Geeta funda of whatever is mine.. will be
mine.. whatever is not.. cannot be given to me.
So in a nutshell while stray thoughts like yours also plague me at times but
I choose to continue my own "prukriti" and live by my rules within the confines
of the larger world."
It was as you can see a hard hitting response and it brought me to senses and
I replied back, " I am deeply touched by your reply and by your thoughts. Am
with you, it's just that feelings like this get aroused, and wants to let itself
out. I am also under no illusion and am also sure that I am not destined to
'change the world.' I too am on the same path, though I might not ever claim
that I could be anywhere near you, however, I am slowly breaking away from the
shackles. Every word here lights my soul. I'm much more at ease now than I was
about thirty minutes ago. I'll do what I like within playing my game my way
within the rules of the game, and enjoy myself.
My friend replied back again: "Way to Go!"
I responded this way, "I, Thank God every morning, as I rise up from the bed,
that I have something to do which I do, because I like what I do. I always try
to do my best, because it will breed in me a hundred thoughts and virtues which
the idle will never know. I know, I don't have to stir the ocean or move
mountains to make a difference. When I accept responsibility to improve life in
my own family, workplace, my neighborhood or where ever, I know that I change
the world by that much.
Seems we are living in times of achievement and accomplishments, and that's
what is raging the storm within all of us to be competitive. We have forgotten
that we are all running our own races, and that we ought not to compete with any
other living or non-living beings. Yet we do, however we need to just remember
no matter where we start, if we work hard and if we think positively and if we
dream dreams and if we have good character, we can lift the status of ourselves,
our family, our friends and everyone around us. This doesn't mean that our
object in life is to become rich or famous. Just do the best we can with
ourselves. Believe that Almighty has put that into us and we are going to do the
best we can with ourselves. Achievement or accomplishments mean to be what, by
the grace of God, each of us can be.
My friend replied back " The 'gyaan' is all there Sir! All you need to do now
is start putting it into practice NOW! "
What he said was absolutely true, the lesson dawned on me and am more
blissful that I was earlier in the day. I am beginning to realize one truth, and
that is read the news paper, see what's happening, but do not let it activate
you for nothing, Stay informed, do not get consumed.